ah...

---->[]man, i'm hungry.. if there were any food in my stomach i would be sure to cough it back up.. if i don't put enough food in my stomach at once i'll probably hurl.. but then again if i eat too much at once i won't be able to keep it in either... man, i'm hungry..[]<----

something i wrote in about fifteen minutes.

take the time
and look at yourself
you're cold inside
you're misery

you split up streams
and you dry up brooks
in your dreams
with your look

they scoff at you
all the day
guiltless shame
you turn away

your words are few
and your heart the same
i wish i knew
your name

rain.. and sun

------>[]
You know those days when it's raining really hard? But it's sunny at the same time? I don't know how to explain it, but it makes me feel strange. So strange in fact, that every time it happens I come up with strange lyrics, run into my room and start writing strange songs. I have no idea how to explain the feeling. I can't tell if I like it or not. So, if any of my songs seem a bit out there to you, don't worry, I haven't gone mad. The weather has. []<------

24

Twenty four oceans
Twenty four skies
Twenty four failures
Twenty four tries
Twenty four find me
In twenty-four place
Twenty four drop outs
At the end of the day
Life is not what is not what I thought it was
Twenty four hours ago

Still I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You
And I'm not who I thought I was twenty four hours ago
Still I'm singing Spirit take me up in arms with You

Twenty four reasons to admit that I'm wrong
With all my excuses still twenty four strong

----Lyrics by Switchfoot.

I have nothing to post about so I just thought I would post Switchfoot's lyrics.

-Nate

Happy new year

happy new year. it's been awhile since I have posted on anyone's blog and even longer since I have had a blog of my own. i quit because i was going to school and I almost never had time to use the computer. don't ask me why i named my blog fiftymph. it was just something random i came up with that might have a more clear meaning in the future.

-Nate